Yourwhat madeustwo

Day 2 of the holidays

2009-10-03T19:25:00.000-07:00

BOREDDDDD!

i want to go out !, god thought the second day of the holidays would get better, but more like worst.

im so bored, i don't know to do except stay on my computer, youtubing and watch random shit. FML

i need to make a day to go out

*sigh*

wat a screwed up holiday. I NEED TO GO OUT! i need to make a date to go, except for my bday, im collecting money . teehee. IM STILL BORED!.

all day i just woke up brushed my teeth, watched a lil bit of tv went on the computer all till now. fCucking hell im like dead BORED! only if i was tired i could let the day pass by sleeping, with out being bored or knowing anything that happening around me . GOD this holiday sucks.

i need to go out I HAVE TO i need to make a date, probably go out tomorrow or ... OH lets go out on thursday

(: . yehh lets do that. im talking to myself here ==', i hate wen that happens. GOD! im so bored someone kill me . ( I DON'T MEAN KILL ME JUST JKING)

i just read wat i just typed up and most things i wrote was IM BORED, i need to go out ... i need to stop doing that.

right now im on the phone with david, his eating jelly, his eating so much of those small jelly.

wtff now his like a jelly his like a girl sucking on a cock . oO this guy is weird.. but funny .

the convo is like dead nows... =='

ahh im so bored, and im just like typing random stuff,

now davids singing, doo doo doo too too toooo....

mans im bored

i can still say that over and over and agen. god im so bored ffs mans i need to go some where like NOW!

any where. mmhmmms i should go over my nieces house ... lols .. nahh cbb they might start annoying me again. maybe i should i go. should i ?

mmhmms. i'll see.

OMG im saying im bored again wth arghhhh!

i'll just stop typing nows ... im be bak a few mins or so ..

ok now i just sound like a total weirdo .

Day 1 of the holiday

2009-10-03T00:38:00.000-07:00

*Sigh*

Its holidays yay?, shouldn't i be happy. no school, no work & definitely no teachers. But there's nothing to do for the first day of the holidays.

All i did today was just slept in, my dad rang me && my big sister came, it was a nice sleep UNTILL that happened, but at least i got breakfast, that sis bought (: . YUMMY... After a while sis went home and left my little niece, Lina at my house, had to baby sit her *sigh* but she hanged with my little brother, so not much bragging about playing with barbies mummies daddies teachers blah blah blah ect... to play with her, nor crying and whining, i still had to look after her though, but she wasn't as bad today, but hypo =/ wonder what peter gave her. *thinks*

Right, i was on the computer as usual chatting downloading and .......errr... i think thats it. OH it was FREEZING TOO!, even now,and im wearing shorts on a weather like this, how stupied! =='. i should change.....mhmmms... nahh i cbb.

what else happened?....

oh yehh sister rang and asked if we were hungry so we said yes. she got maccas for us :P .

waiting waiting .... and waiting.... then mum came home. Then sister came with maccas, yummy, i was starving. Yehh i ate && ate && drank && drank. i was so full and still am nows, feel sick as well *Blehh* .

Yehh my other 3 nieces came as well, they went crazy :S. i think i let them drank too much Coke..... uh oh ....! anyways yehh they went crazy, fully screaming and kicking && food all over the floor. __' Great! i wonder who has to clean that up.

Then ..... they went home, so now im on the computer Bored as usual. bragging to my friends how bored i am blah blah blah. && webcaming. well not any more .

-sigh-

OH! FOUR MORE DAYS TILL MY BIRTHDAY ! YAY!

im not doing anything though, cbb.

wonder how much money i'll get. i hope i get around $400. i wanna buy SHOES! && BAGS!

no SHOESS!!

idk

yehh i want to buy so much stuff && spend it for the whole holidays,

i better not spend it all at once like last holidays,

wents shopping with teena and yehh i went broke and i bought so much OO !

this holidays have to use it wisely. well first i have to get my shoes and bags ! (:

&& stuffff....

69 things to 50 things about my em chai Alvin

2009-10-01T02:17:00.000-07:00

1. his name is alvin

2. his 13

3. his my em chai,

4. he lives in barela

5. he has a shit air con

6. he loves Leonie very much && everyone else

7. he goes to trinity

8. his very tall

9. his best chi chai is Jenny :P

10. his good looking? LOLOL!

11. his great personality

12. his with Leonie

13. his birthday is on the 4th of March

14. his born on 1996

15. His born at Fairfield Hospital

16. FIRST KISS WAS FROM LEONIE! =D

17. His got short hair

18. His a luvo :L

19. Bestfriend is Leonie

20. don't have a favourite number

21. favourite sport is Tkd

22. an EVIL little brother

23 .His a rebel

24. he was born in Australia

25. A CHICK MAGNET OO ROFLMAO!

26. Like pop && slow r&b

27. DRAMA FREAK LIKE HIS CHI HAI JENNY! CHYEAH

28. PUSH AND SHOVE EVERY MOTHER FUCKERS THATS IN HIS WAY

29. Never takes shit from hardcunts . WATCH OUT PPL!

30. Beat every ass hole that mess with his loved ones. WATCH OUT THAT TOO!

31. Will do anything for his girl

32. rather be alone then with a big group

33. honest && trust worthy

34. chink / viet = 75% chink && 25 % viet

35 . Loves night skys

36. Great humor ? :L

37. always bored

38. needs chi hai jenny entertainment

39. scared of heights

40. His Loved by LEONIIE && HIS CHI HAI JENNY!

41. very lazy

42. need to bossed around to do things

43. Chi hai jenny loves to control alvin

44. HATE i tell you HATES! boaster && show offs

45. Likes people that are themselves

46. HATES FAKES! ONLY REAL!

47. Easy to talk to

48. LOves his friends

49. Likes to go out

50. His one of my LOVED ones (:

53. HIS NOT A HARDCUNT;! know him first then yu'll know who he really is

52. ALVIN LOVES LEONIE FOREVER AND EVER ! <33

fCucked up day

2009-09-17T01:11:00.000-07:00

What a day..?

woke up, went to the early bus, as usual saw susan with her ipod plugged in her ears and talking to David and Michael.

On the way to school i felt sick agens, kept rubbing my eyes and having a running nose.

Ok lets just skip some part, let go straight to recess.

Right recess came and i thought i felt better i was talking as usual and still coughing and running nose ( kinda ) =/. but yea, then bell ran went to class so on and so. And then by 3rd period i got sick even more ==' FMD!. i hate being sick ><' ESPECIALLY ON A HOT DAY ! 30 degrees as well TT' can my day get any worse.

so yehhs felt so tired and headache, then lunch came, i walked out to lunch and by the time i stepped out of A block its was BOILING! TT'. yehh thaat was wen i began to get really sick then this morning =='.

i cbf typing no more i'll just leave it heree

Your really something (:

2009-09-17T01:09:00.000-07:00

I want someone who would always think of me,
Someone who would always love me,
Someone who always make my day brighten up again whenever there something wrong,
Either I’m sad, angry anything that’s not making me happy,
You would always step in and be there to cheer me up,
You make me feel as if I’m the luckiest girl in the world,
You’re really something, something that I can’t explain,
Something like a blanky that I can’t leave behind.

by me (: <3

what a day

2009-09-07T00:33:00.001-07:00

Today was tuesday, as usual sport day. i wasn't in the mood todae for some reason, straight after from my dentist appointment i couldn't talk properly because i got plates (retainers), i told myself to shutt up and stop talking cause it keep making me seem like a weirdo but still i keep talking ><'. Man i can't shut my mouth up.

Well recess was boring i just sat there listen to friends convo and talking STILL!. But i was wondering around the quad looking if anything interesting happened and suddenly my eyes caught at kimmie she was sad, i realised what happened so it must be something that really hurted her so i was really sad for her too because of what shes goin through atm.

Afterwards was english __' STUPIED HARTLEY! :@, well as usual agens i don't really pay attention in her classes, even if i do i wouldn't even understand shit from her instructions nor the class would. then next period came then it was LUNCH ! YAY! out of class at last,=D

Well same thing happened at recess but half lunch rang and went to sport. We got to Deverell park. we all thought the school was there but then they ended up not coming so we just played netball ourselves. i didn't play for the first quarter but i sat next to Kim, and listen to her problems. i nearly cried wen she told me about her situation and got emotional, but i kept it in and kept listening, i felt how hard and tight up she feels inside, i wish i could do something that could help her out, but the only thing that can help her is herself, she needs to be strong and move on, && live her life to the MAX. but not where its full of depression and draining tears. i hope she would get better, && if your reading this then no matter wat, there's always friends with you who could lend you a hand and take steps with you at every path you are at. =]

awesome day!

2009-09-05T03:29:00.000-07:00

Coreys Birthdae party was AWESOME!, Susan, Tina and I came to coreys party 15 mins early, we played the WII!, man im such a noob. But should see Susan playing the wii bowling game so funny AHAHAHAAAHHA. As she was bowling she went even closer to the Tv screen wen shes like 1 metres away from it and its like shes goin to head bud into the tv and break it.

Ok, afterwards everyone came, and they were all gathering and playing, i was just sitting at the couch watching them play cause i wasn't bothered playing no more, then i heard people say there was a chocolate fountain,i turned around straight away and ran there, and for like the whole timewhile watching them play i was just standing there eating all the fruit dipping in to the chocolate fountain(man i seem like a fat pig). For the entire time i was sitting at the couch and the chocolate fountain was right behind me, HOW COULD I NOT SEE THAT. !?

Right, enough with the CHOCOLATE FOUNTAIN!. right, we went out side to play with the basketball hoops, and i was playing of causei needa burn those chocolate calories off, i don't wanna stand at the chocolate fountain for the whole entire time looking like a total greedy pig. ok so we were playing and we got the ball over the neighbours house, we didn't know how we're surpose to get the ball since the neighbours were in there house watching tv and not hearing us scream for them. So "B" decided to climb over the fence to get the ball, wen yu tried to climb over back agens he riped his pants ROFLMAO. but luckily it was just a layer of his jeans.

after that we went to play games agens and yea yu guys should know where i was, at the chocolate fountain of course.AHAHHA. && the rest i forgot ><'

I SMELL LIKE MILK!

2009-09-04T00:31:00.000-07:00

It was lunch time, my group were doing there usual, eating, listening to music, talking and susan making the lamest jks . AHAHHAH!

Ok. well, Tina and i got hungry still after or fruity lunch. so we went up to my Cousin david to shout us something but he had no money( man i feel like a cheap ass), so we went back to our group, after a while later, we went back to the canteen and we saw david again , but now with gino this time, but then jason was there as well so we told him to shout us but then he didn't so i drank some of his milk instead, then we went back to our group.

After that like 10 mins, i went to F block and came to get some milk off jason agains, but then this time susan came. Susan and Tina were talking while i was drink the milk, then susan said stupied lame jokes of hers and made me laugh and the whole milk went all over my face.

I had milk all over my face and some one my jacket. i had to walk to the toliet and wash the milk off.

Now NTS: NEVER DRINK MILK WEN SUSAN IS AROUND!

My expression to Lovee

2009-08-11T02:32:00.000-07:00

. I'm going to
SMILE
like nothings wrong
Talk like everythings
PERFECT
act like its just a
DREAM
and
PRETEND
he's not hurting ME

. Another day starts,
and another day ends.
When will the time come,
that my heart shall mend.

As the sun rises,
and as the sun sets.
One more day passes,
as I live my regrets.

The days they pass by,
as they roll into one.
Each year ticks along,
until they're all gone.

When will it get easier,
will the pain go away.
I look at each day,
with sadness and dismay.

I want to give up,
I want to give in.
But you make me hold on,
with a smile and a grin.

Seeing your face,
makes me stay another day.
Seeing your smile,
makes the pain go away.

If only for a moment,
if only for a day.
By my side,
I hope you'll always stay.